Guilty Thoughts

I feel so guilty for dragging so many lives into this muck. I feel guilty for cheating, for not being man enough to walk away or give 100% and stay.

I feel guilty for pursuing, you fighting you until you submitted to my will, and getting caught up in intimate feelings that became all to real

I feel like a sorry as father a poor excuse for a son to gaze upon let alone instill values to be raised on

I pray she doesn't fall for a man like me, one not strong mentally and emotionally, my daughter deserves better then this, hope she sees through his deceptive mist and find love in a deserving Prince

I deserve better then a life filled with tyranny, hiding from my lies, but they track me down like the dog I am haunting and taunting me veiled in a losers disgrace left begging to find my grace

Karma

Is on his way back to normality, it was a formality of one man's desperation into one souls demonstration of Karma's vengeance. I'm on my way back to from darkness & grim that was brought on by him, the anger I have as I glare at his back with evil intentions but I have failed to mention I am him

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Jaden Rising

This is my first work in a,series that I'm doing in memorial of my youngest son Jaden touring the world before he rises to heaven. This painting has a image of Jay with the Japanese Rising Sun in the background with a Cherry blossom tree & a fallen Samurai's Kabuto resting along the hill side.
You may see subtle & even drastic changes in my style during the completion of this series as I continue to find my way.

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Conversation

This piece was inspired by a photo of a woman praying during Easter Sunday in the Washington Post, I guess it hit hard because my family & I decided to get back into church this same day. I think we've all had that "come to Jesus" moment where we need to talk to whom ever you believe in, well enjoy & your comments are welcome.

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nude sketch #1

One of my first nude attempts, I just went for it, didn't scale or nothin, still think it came out well

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Sinful Execution

It's just soft toned whispers in your ear, a diversion as my hand slides to your rear, squeezing the softness to my delight if only it was on my face ohh it feels so right

So feed my needs to repress the desire of your tender kiss, strokes of your rib cage with my moist tongue til your eyes reach the sky or my face deep within your thighs

If my tongue could travel a trail of destiny, to lick your thighs to the delight in your eyes granting sweet taste of ecstasy

To bathe in your lustful kisses as the wetness runs over the brim of my lips, drowning me in X-rated wishes

I know I know its sin I dream in with my blinds down room set dark my thoughts of you I sneak in

So if I'm wrong I'm wrong sentence me to death please for I can't stop, with my last wish string me up around my neck with your thick rich toned legs, as I dream my dream taking in my nasty, naughty thoughts

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Lust Rush

Animalistic lust rages in the deprived, Passion rivers flow to a damn that billows & buckles under the pressure of the devil

The flames flicker out without sensational kisses to ever sensual location your deepest darkest fantasy desires.

As your heart is overtaken by the coldest winters chill you fall victim to the ill of Satans will

You do all you can to be satisfied deep within your passion but the heart of the deprived will soon leak out in unsatisfied fashion

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